Mentally, I've clicked into 'new place' mode. In some ways I'm being pretty introspective, because I'm trying to not spend money so I write in my journal. But a lot of it is descriptions of things,or records of what I'm doing. It's weird because of course sexual tension is the easiest way to meet people: flirting etc. but that's not necessarily the basis for a longer friendship, or even just a dependable friendship. i would like to have one or two dependable friends if possible. --I had built up such a strong network of really close friends in Boston, and I know it's going to be a shock when it hits me that I'm not going to run into them somewhere.

The weather has been amazing, day after day of sunshine and warm breezes. Today it's grey and cooler, although not rainy. Still, more familiar for September.

I've been wallowing in London's film culture: "The Killing," "Barry Lyndon," part of the Kubrick series at the national film theater; the Curzon Soho has double features on Sundays, last sunday I saw a Garbo double bill: "Camille," "Queen Christina," and I wept like mad. Especially Camille which is based on the Alexandre Dumas story, starring Garbo and Robert Taylor. Such great acting in a great weepy melodrama. I also saw (at my new friend Alfie's house) "12 Angry Men" and "Spellbound" with Gregory Peck and Ingrid Bergman. And then yesterday I saw "The Honeymoon Killers", a weird 60s experimental film, very subversive, and "The Return of the Secaucus Seven" which made me think of my parents. It basically seemed like it was them and t heir friends, just post Vietnam War protests, getting together in a house outside Boston. There's this amazing scene where one of the guys in the secaucus seven (they having been mistakenly picked up for deerhunting out of season) is reciting his list of arrests for participation in various demos, all the charges dropped. All between ''70 and ''73. I have to ask my folks if they have such a "dropped charges" list. THey were pretty active in that whole scene before I was born..

I've also seen some great music, the best was this huge show on Saturday night which was a tribute to Haroon from Joi Sound System, who had died in July, a guy in the "Asian Underground". There were tons of performers, singing in celtic, djing traditional indian vocals over dub and house and techno and a little drum and bass, and the best was this group of Qawwali (sp) singers -eight men sitting down, a tabla player, and these incredible voices, sometimes in unison, some call-and-response., these wild vocal riffs,and this driving rythm. amazing! There was also a man with a guitar and a beautiful woman in a red and gold sari who sang more trad. vocals along with the guitarist. really interesting lovely stuff. the crowd was quite mixed, south asian, caucasian, black, more people in the 20s than anything else, but a good number of people in their 30s and some older too. Because of the nature of the event is wasn't quite as rowdy as some, more of a thoughtful undertone.

The week before I saw a huge Metalheadz drumnbass thingy which was okay but not too inspiring..except for Storm. Kemistry and Storm were my favorite djs bar none for the oast two years. Theirs were the most creative, the most thoughtful sets. And then Kemistry died a few months ago in a really freaky car accident. I was really curious as to what Storm would do without her partner. And her set was amazing. Still by far more thoughtfuil than the other bigname djs, goldie, ss, grooveride. All of the others just slammed down tracks with the same beat one after the other, quite repetitive and without much of a sense of interrelation between the songs. Storm's set had ideas in it, directions, momentum. faaantastic. the only other highlight of the night was the song which is tearin' up the dancefloors, a remix of Shy FX's "bambaata" with the lyrics of UK Apache's "Original Nuttah". It is great, but what does it mean that my favorite song of the night was essential a remix of a song from 1995? That that was the most interesting tune? it sez something, anyway.

still later days

I keep seeing people who i think are people I know from boston. there's a resemblance, some skinny boy in a tight ski-sweater goes zooming by with a courier bag over his shoulder and I'll think "oh there goes m---" and then I remember that none of my pals are in this country, even. Speaking of boys on bikes, there are tons of them (girls too) but the city traffic is so scary I don't know how they do it.

I've been searching and searching and searching for a house, and I think I may have found a place! The only drawback is that it's in a part of town where *none* of my new friends are.. not central london, and not south london (Stockwell/Brixton/Clapham). It's in East London, in an area called Hackney. But the place is SO BEAUTIFUL. The guy I spoke to on the phone was softspoken and quite friendly. It turned out he's the landlord and lives there, and a woman named also lives there. landlordroomie is youngish (30s?), he and I really hit it off. he's a music producer, and is producing a reggae album, and likes all the kinds of music I like (esp. Otis Redding and Ray Charles). He seemed happy that I would be bringing turntables in, and he has a small music studio on the top floor. the other person is a graphic designer from Johannesburg. She was more reserved but also polite and laidback.
the place is near-luxurious, with a nice kitchen, a good-sized garden (a REAL garden, english style, walled in, but not paved like many are. pretty lush, actually) and a great bathroom: large sunken bathtub with plants lining the ledge behind it, large mirror, window. My bedroom is large and clean, big windows on the street (it's a quiet street), a double bed (you'd be suprised how rare this is in apartments billed for one person), a dresser and two built-in closet/wardrobes. he said he could provide a desk for me ! The whole house is high-ceilinged. It's like a brownstone, tall and narrow, with a large living room and kitchen on the ground floor, mine and nicole's bedrooms and the bathroom on the second, and his room and studio on the third. And.... the rent is £315 a month INCLUDING bills (except for phone of course). I keep wavering because of its isolation from my newfound friends, but i think it's too beautiful to pass up. I walked into the kitchen (narrow, at the back of the house, with a window on the garden) and the counter was covered with ripe plum tomatoes.

9/15I have a (dj) gig next Monday. I met this circle of people through heyoka, and it turned out that an old friend from high school ten years ago was one of them. A newmet guy took me to this bar/club, very small, full of mostly folks who knew each other (including highschoolman) on a Monday night, where his friend, a lovely asian boy with big dreads was spinning good jungle. Introduced us. i said to the dj that he and i should play records together sometime, cuz I really liked what he played (and I thought he wasn't that much better than me so it wasn't so intimidating). I meant that we should go to his house or my house and hang out and play music.. He said yeah yah, come back next monday (which was yesterday). So yesterday i show up and he says "So you're playing here next monday, right?" I could barely believe it. but the longer I chatted with these kidz the more I got a familiar kinda toneburst-y vibe. The bar just started having a monday night cuz they suggested it, it's pretty DIY style. Anyway, I had described, the week before, the kind of music I played and unheard, got invited to play. pretty cool, huh?
So I'm yawning cuz tonight i ran into teh dj and other folks mostly by accident at this cafe where all these folks hang out.. and he and me and this other guy ended up back at this frenchguy's place where they have a studio and decks set up. We stopped to get my records and I got to practice. whee!
The gig went pretty well. The people that are in charge of the night are nice but pretty flaky, so I don't know if that particular night is going to continue. But I'm sure they'll find another space, and they all really liked my set. It ended up being rather better attended than the other two times I'd been there, though I don't think I can take credit for that..
When I started playing, the place was very empty, only the six or so people that I knew were there, and they were all sitting down chatting. I started out with more minimal tech-electro-something jungle, with some dubby stuff thrown in. I start mixing in weirder stuff, more aggressive (that really industrial Ambush label stuff) and dancehall, but I was proudest of mixing in a tune off my Bongwater album ( called Obscene Art or something like that) I pulled off some tricky mixes, and although nobody was really dancing, as I looked around my eyes kept hitting people who were getting what i was doing, paying attention. I usually look up to see if anybody caught that I got something right, and if someone's looking at me then I blush or smile.

I was pretty happy with it, overall. My german friend, who is a total music snob, came over afterwards and said "you're really quite good." that made me embarassed, but I felt good anyway.

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